This is bullshit. Was awakened in the middle of a vividashell dream about holding hands and cuddling with Patrick...wtf? Patrick?! I've gotta get out more.
To work late, and crawled into the pool area in so much pain I was half blind. Then was reminded that I'd told Cissy I'd teach her mom this morning (had to raincheck AGAIN), and had to cancel with BridgeBoy to go down to the Gaf. pool to have a look.
I drove him to his car and told him I don't know how to deal with pain without going straight to anger. He talked about zen practice. I wanted so badly to cry but couldn't deal with him seeing that, so I held it in until I was safely pulled away.
It's a beautiful day and I'm going to bed.

Posted by twids at 8:24 am